December 2012
8 posts
I turn it up on a bitch
I am not ok
And yes, I am questioning my existence.
But no I’m not depressed, my emotions are unstable because of my age, the feelings that I’m feeling aren’t real, it’s just my age, my emotions are very real, I don’t remember the last time I was actually happy, I don’t remember the last time I showed a real smile, maybe it’s my age, or maybe I’m just fucking depressed
Alone
Is my biggest weakness, because when I’m alone I think of all the stuff I block out , because when I’m alone there is no one to tell me that the thoughts I’m having are not ok, because when I’m alone I over analyze , I think everyone hates me, I think that I’m a loner, because when I’m alone I have thoughts of suicide.
When I’m alone I’m the most...
I’m Shelbi and I do what I wawnt
November 2012
2 posts
Sometimes I let my anger get the best of me, but sometimes you make damn dumb decisions.
October 2012
2 posts
I know my home is pretty blessed , but sometimes I just can’t explain some shit that happens.
September 2012
14 posts
When you can’t stop crying, why am I going back to this dark place I once knew in the past , everything is all fucked up, everything is fucked, I’m a dumb ass and this is how I got into this predicament, because I am simply a dumb individual, I wish I never went to Heritage , then I wouldn’t be at this point in my life where I just want to give up. I really do just want to quit...
I’ll just go to a different Rez and find my man, I will never date a guy from my Rez, ever.
trem0nt:
Questioning my existence
Don’t plan on marriage because I don’t plan on meeting that man that will steal my heart any time soon, always getting fucked over, always.
#fuckyou
Please , make me feel more bad about myself, it will totally make me not want to be a rebel.
August 2012
13 posts
Being over you is by far the best thing that has ever happened to me , I can have fun and be happy about it , and not feel fucking bad when I talk to other guys.
Like why can’t I find a guy who loves to dress good, is not afraid to be himself , and is like 6’3 , I’m having issues
celummarie3594 asked: Y U No Like me ?
Shelbi May hatch: I hate →
scabei:
coastalcharisma:
Everyone , I hate me , I hate fucking up , cause I always do and I try to avoid it , I always fuck things up , someone always makes me feel like shit at the end of the day , I just wanna have a good time but it seems like I never will now , I fucked everything up , I have so much guilt right now…
Oh, baby, you made me so worried about you! Don’t be so hard on...
July 2012
21 posts
That moment when
You hang around someone and realize who they really are , and come to conclusion that you hate them , your obnoxious , no one thinks it’s cute , so quit being a little girl about everything and put your big girl panties on
I hate
Everyone , I hate me , I hate fucking up , cause I always do and I try to avoid it , I always fuck things up , someone always makes me feel like shit at the end of the day , I just wanna have a good time but it seems like I never will now , I fucked everything up , I have so much guilt right now nothing can make me feel better , singing don’t even make me feel better , culture don’t...
FUCK YOU you mentally challenged women ! Just keep poppin out babies like there’s no tomorrow , you are evil , and your son is just as stupid as you , you STOLE my sister from me , you little prick , and your dumb bitch ass mom , fuck youuuuuuuuuuuu , just a big , huge fuck youuuuuuuuu
someone send me a hot native boy..
